SOMETIMES

Sometimes...
Sometimes I wonder.
Sometimes I wonder what the back of your neck smells like.
Sometimes I wonder what that area behind your ear tastes like.
Sometimes I wonder what your lips would feel like against mine.
Sometimes I wonder what the inside of your mouth feels like.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to sleep next to you.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to wake in the middle of the night, making love, in that place between sleep and waking and have you inside me before I even realize I'm not dreaming.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to wake in the morning and wonder if it really was a dream.
Sometimes I wonder.
Sometimes.