I've Been Struggling
So, I've been considering taking the blog down. I started it as way of expressing myself and posting my writing and my thoughts. I was hoping for feedback on my writing since I don't share it with many people and hardly any of my family and friends. It's interesting how a blog can take on a life of its own if you let it evolve naturally. I subscribe as a follower to a great many other blogs and some of them have many comments and others, like mine, very few. I found myself getting jealous of the bloggers who had followers who email them and make comments on a regular basis. I guess I started to want that and it never seemed to materialize. I have few friends these days and have been isolated from the few who have remained. So, I decided after getting a comment from an anonymous reader that I will continue to focus on my writing and put it out there for what it's worth. I write because I love it and it helps me stay sane. It is also a way to delve into my shadow shine a light on the darker elements of my soul. I am always reminded that Vincent Van Gogh never sold a painting during his lifetime. He is the one artist I seem to indentify with the most. I love his art and I love his story. I cry everytime I hear "Starry, Starry Night". I guess I'm attracted to the tragic side of life.
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